Strained eyes scanning fine papers
flickering in radioactive decay
phosphorescence
under the skin
glowing at midnight
when all healthy people are sleeping
Sharp purple lenses
focus the strain
that penetrates the drying spring
that is my motivation
hyperventilating on drinks that leave one
thirstier than before
flooded streets and dark rooms
showers by candlelight
external wetness shrivels the need
that is my motivation
a million droplets making pinpoints
of blown smoke filling the world
though the streetlamps do not light
they guide my car into the ditch
elbows on the steering wheel
equations tangle in my judgement
clogging like a shower drain
what I see through the window
and hear in the thunder
(echoing)
thunder
that is my motivation

thunder
(echoing)
and hear in the thunder
what I see through the window
elbows on the steering wheel
equations tangle in my judgement
clogging like a shower drain
they guide my car into the ditch
though the streetlamps do not light
a million droplets making pinpoints
of blown smoke filling the world
showers by candlelight
that is my motivation
external wetness shrivels the need
flooded streets and dark rooms
hyperventilating on drinks that leave one
thirstier than before
that is my motivation
that penetrates the drying spring
Sharp purple lenses
focus the strain
when all healthy people are sleeping
glowing at midnight
under the skin
phosphorescence
Strained eyes scanning fine papers
flickering in radioactive decay
that is my motivation

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